He Has Made Everything Beautiful in it's Time

This is my last last of the week, finally. All week my thoughts have returned over and over again to "this is the last time I will _____". This is usually followed by a break in the dam of tears, whose walls seem impossibly weak of late. Never before in my life have I experienced grief to this extent. I've gone from tranquil peace to raging and stomping my feet (mentally, usually) that this is the way it has to be. I have no doubt that this is the path chosen for me for this season. My heart and arms are just aching with the emptiness that I don't get to have my precious babies with me. Too many racing thoughts to try to articulate, but God knows. Tomorrow morning we pull out headed for North Carolina and whatever adventures and service God has for us there. I have to remind myself to take it 1 day at a time...and that God will strengthen me and my loved ones. They are in His care.